Wow. It feels so weird to be writing again. It has literally been YEARS since I typed a blog post. Like, I've had 2 more kids since the last time I wrote anything.
So why am I writing now? Well, several reasons.
First, at the urging of a friend (thanks Vanessa!), I thought it was time. I went through a tough season of life where finding time to blog just wasn't possible. And not blogging isn't what made that season tough, to be clear. Rather, it was just impossible with the demands of my family. 9 kids in 14 years. Let that sink in.
Second, I think when people are truthful about their experiences, it makes them more relatable. I have shared openly about my struggles as a mom and wife pretty much from day one of starting this blog. Having so many children in such a short time span, I definitely understand the fears and frustrations that come with mothering. The times when sleep deprivation and potty training and wanting later curfews all blend together. I.get.it.
Third, I want to encourage others, and that has always been one of my main motivations to sharing so openly and honestly. The Lord has given me a heart for moms, particularly those who struggle like me. There is something about knowing you're not alone that gives strength and lends support.
Finally, I want to see how far the Lord has brought me and my family over the years. Looking back on those early years, I honestly don't know how I did it other than Jesus in my life. Without His hand upon my life, I shudder to think what my life would be like. I have walked some dark roads (some shared here, some over the period where I wasn't writing) and I do not want to forget them. That may sound strange, but looking back at what I have had to overcome encourages me to keep going when I face more difficulty.
I am not sure how often I will get to blog, but I do plan to do so more frequently. Writing has always been a way for me to get outside of my head and sort out my thoughts. I missed it, but again, I knew it was simply not my "season" to do so as much as I wanted. Until next time...
So why am I writing now? Well, several reasons.
First, at the urging of a friend (thanks Vanessa!), I thought it was time. I went through a tough season of life where finding time to blog just wasn't possible. And not blogging isn't what made that season tough, to be clear. Rather, it was just impossible with the demands of my family. 9 kids in 14 years. Let that sink in.
Second, I think when people are truthful about their experiences, it makes them more relatable. I have shared openly about my struggles as a mom and wife pretty much from day one of starting this blog. Having so many children in such a short time span, I definitely understand the fears and frustrations that come with mothering. The times when sleep deprivation and potty training and wanting later curfews all blend together. I.get.it.
Third, I want to encourage others, and that has always been one of my main motivations to sharing so openly and honestly. The Lord has given me a heart for moms, particularly those who struggle like me. There is something about knowing you're not alone that gives strength and lends support.
Finally, I want to see how far the Lord has brought me and my family over the years. Looking back on those early years, I honestly don't know how I did it other than Jesus in my life. Without His hand upon my life, I shudder to think what my life would be like. I have walked some dark roads (some shared here, some over the period where I wasn't writing) and I do not want to forget them. That may sound strange, but looking back at what I have had to overcome encourages me to keep going when I face more difficulty.
I am not sure how often I will get to blog, but I do plan to do so more frequently. Writing has always been a way for me to get outside of my head and sort out my thoughts. I missed it, but again, I knew it was simply not my "season" to do so as much as I wanted. Until next time...
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